Summergrace's Journals

Tagged :]

[tagged by neonravexx]

yay! tagged again.
so lets get started :]

10 random things about me.

1. im not popular in school. im just famous lol
2. i believe ill die young (n i scared eric for saying tht)
3. im a straightedge :]
4. i nvr regret for wht ive done
5. im size 8 (be jealous :P)
6. im two-sided not two-faced
7. i can be very loud if i want to
8. im scared of ~~chickens~~
9. i hate reading
10. ill delete you if u add me for nth :]

i tag no one [:

random facts about me

i havent posted anything since i started school so i guess ill write something during my 1-week break. here's some random facts about me :]

- the nickname's summer-grace way n im still trying to think of a middle name
[most of my frens left out the -]

- my real name's yong yi n its a 2-word name
[so pls stop trying to split my name]

- idk how tall i am but i knw tht im only 40kg
[im 1.61m-1.63m i guess]

- im freaking emotional n i cant control myself most of the time
[low EQ hehe...]

- i go to the children's department everytime i want to buy a new pair of shoes
[wht do u expect me to wear when i hav a size 4 feet?]

- i blush easily n i hate it
[it makes me look dumb]

- im an ice-queen who smiles a lot
[hmm... it doesnt make sense]

- i LOVE this :] sign
[its way bttr than :)]

- i love telling ppl i hav amazing frens
[u knw who u guys r]

- i dont hav a religion but i believe someone's watching over me :]
[im still trying to figure out who's tht someone]

- i HATE wearing skirts but i hav to wear it almost every single day
[y cant i wear pants to school?]

- i dont want kids cos i dont c the point of bringing them to the world to suffer
[i knw there're lots of kids out there who r enjoying their lives]

- im freaking negative but ill try not to
[i used to be positive tho]

- i dont like it when the fan's spinning too quickly cos i think itll fall
[i think too much haha...]

- i love my chemical romance but i dont knw much about them
[but it doesnt change the fact tht theyve saved me]

- i wont put a bullet in ur head or punch ur face even though u say u hate mcr
[violence will only make matters worse]

- i dont hav any mcr merch in my house
[ull knw y when once u get to knw more about me]

- i hate school n thank god im going to graduate soon
[happy me XD]

- im a heavy sleeper n a night creature at the same time
[i can sleep/stay awake the whole day]

- i love cats :D n i used to think im a cat
[cats r adorable esp kittens]

- i hav a freaking bad memory
[n its getting worse day by day]

- when i say I LOVE U i MEAN it
[i say wht i mean ^^]

- i hav a big bro who always makes me worried - im not related to him
[or is it just me who worries too much?]

- i found my soulmate when i was 18
[lucky me :D]

- i believe online frens can become offline frens
[some think tht its impossible]

- i knw ill be able to meet my frens when the time is right
[its something i strongly belive in]

- i look cuter in prs :]
[tell me if its true if we get to meet]

anything u wanna knw? just ask :]

I Knw I'll be Missed :]

2008 has been an amazing journey for me n i guess itll always be the best yr ever in my life. there were lots of ups n downs n it was just crazy. when i look back on these days i knw ill hav no regrets. im found n i got my life back. ive met new frens who do give a damn about me.

it took me 18 yrs to realise tht its okay to be different, its okay to be just me. ive finally found the reason to keep on living. the passion tht these ppl blended in my heart will always lift me up n keep me moving on with my life.

my chemical romance
the band tht gave me a new life

sara
the girl who can always put a smile on my face

claire
a true fren of mine who has helped me through my hard times

ash
the best online n offline fren anyone can ask for

brian
my number one big bro who has a twisted head

siham
my studying role model who kicks ass in her exams

naomi
my sweetheart who nvr wants me to get bored in school

david
the only fren i knw who thinks ghost movies r funny

fiqa
my lil sis who wants me to be happy all the time

leesa
a panda who drinks coffee n rocks my socks

mary
a fren who has nvr given up hope

diogo
my lil bro who teaches lil kids about the awesomeness of mcr

priscilia
the funniest girl ive ever met who loves to make me laugh my head off

ashleigh
the evil twin sister who lives on the other side of the world

2009 is going to be a brand new start for me. ill be very busy. thts for sure n most probably i wont be on tht often anymore. its heart-breaking for me to goodbye to all of u b/c ive had a great time on here. n just to let u guys knw i ~~wont~~ be on msn anymore but ill reply my e-mails :] so continue writing me notes to keep me updated. i will reply all of them. i knw ill be missed when im gone cos im amazing jk lol

anyway this is going to be the last journal i write in 2008.

im gonna miss everyone of u n thank u so much for being a part of my life.

much love,
yong yi :]

Sisters by Souls

It doesnt matter what the future has for me

I know we can work it out perfectly

It doesnt matter what the worlds gonna be

I know ill always keep a part of u with me

It doesnt matter when ill meet the right he

I know youll be there for me

It doesnt matter who we used to be

I know that were sisters eternally

ive been tagged

[tagged by siham my sweetie]

1) Where are you at the moment? planet earth

2) Why? do i look like i can live in planet mars?

3) Give me 5 bestest persons at buzz.? sara brian fiqa claire siham naomi ash mary ashlee ana diogo (my maths sucks~~~)

4) Do you like yourself? sometimes

5)What do you like to do in your free time? zzzZZZZZ

6) Do you think you're able to do everything you'd like to [right now, from that place, are you confident enough //not in future]? HELL NO

7) Do you think fighting makes any sense? of course not im a peace lover :]

8) Was last question clever? hmmm..... *thinks*

9) Which places would you like to visit? h-e-a-v-e-n (since im in hell rite nw)

10) Honestly, give me one person from buzz, who made you feel special, like their friend? O.o huh? lots of my frens here made me feel im special :D

11) What's your mobile phone? i dont hav a mobile

12) Would you like to have (new) one? how could i hav a new one when i dont even hav one...??

13) Do you like to smile? yes :)

14) Write poems? nope not rly

15) Eat? of course [i knw im skinny but im not anorexic]

16) English? i suck...

17) French? nah...

18) Slovene? errr....wat's tht?

19) Polish? hej co tam? (tht's the only phrase i knw XD)

20) Sports? hate it....

21) Internet? it's the best invention :D

22) Do you think life gets better or worse day by day? it depeneds on my mood :P

23) Are you nervous or calm person? nervous tht's y i suck in presentation

24) Is there any message you'd like to tell the world? I LOVE MY BABY SARA

25) What's your favourite line in a song? everything's alright when ure rite here by my side

26) The cutest thing you've ever heard? every single word my frens said to me

27) Do you love your parents? i dont hate them

28) What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of your life? ill online the whole day :D n then im gonna tell each n every one of u how much u guys mean to me [u knw who u r]

29) Do you often think about death? im obsessed wif death

30) Is this the last question? err...i guess no..??

31) Are you sick of tag-tests? not yet....

I'm going to tag : no one

wat's going on....??

Wake up and pay attention!

Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen!

Why do people commit suicide?

Why do people cut themselves?

Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic?

Why do kids bring guns to school?

Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?

Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?

Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?

In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?

I KNOW WHY!

"Whores"

"Geeks" [fyi i â™¥ FOB ]

"Goths"

"Emos"

AND THATâ�™S NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM!

Society in general

IS THIS HUMAN?

IS THIS THE NATION FIGHT AND WE LIVE IN WARS TO SUPPORT?

I AM SICK OF IT!
Stereotypes, and everything else.
I want to live in a good place, without suicide, rape, murder, and JUDGMENT!

IF THIS HAD ANY AFFECT ON YOU REPOST IT!

L.I.F.E.

Life isn't about the breaths you take,

it;s about the moments that take your breath away.

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,

it's about learning to dance in the rain.

i miss my baby

Missing someone isnt about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you've last talked.

It's about that every moment when you're doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

I miss you all day today baby and i just wanted to let you know.

You know who you are ;)

Keep Holding On....

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

......

may 31, 2008

im on my way to cameron highlands.

i had been there 5 months ago,

after tht incident.

going to the same place wif a different mood does make a difference.

at least i dont feel depressed.

life is full of surprises.

i nvr thought im gonna see her again.

but i did.

in my dreams.

i saw her,

in my living room,

smiling at me.

i miss her.

alot.

of course i didnt tell my parents.

tht's a secret between u n me

n those who's reading this journal